Wednesday, August 26, 2009

qUotEs oF mY LifE..

It better to be hated for who you are.
than who you’re wasn’t


Life is to short so live life for the moment and not the future...

Boxer...

When i was in the lower form, i hate wearing boxer. But after i try one it kind of cozy to wear one.So, from that day i always be wearing boxer but in emergency cases like boxer is out of stock i`ll wear my underwear.

But the story that im going to write is not the history but what amazing things i done in my boxer. Lot of things actually. It kinda funny that why i decided to wrote it.

I had gardening in my boxer, like trimming the garden in it, watering it, and lifting the big big vase or pot around the house and yes im in the boxer

I swim in the beach or should i say ocean in it, and also rivers and swimming pool. It quite convinience cause all you have to do is get rid off your pant or what ever your wearing and splash into the water. Easy i know no need to wear the bathing suit or swimming trunk.

i also play tennis in my pink boxer once in Jasin. It was fun and comfortable
compared to the track bottom and yes i won. But that was in Jasin and i play against Rempit (not real name).

Well basiclly i in the boxer most of the time in my home and in school or college. Im not embarased by it who cares and i dont care if anyone cares.

So, i like wearing boxer.A lot. LOL.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

i ThiNk to Much...

I come home this week hoping i can spend sometime with you. But it okay youre busy. Long time ago i would demand for attention, but it turn so bad that time. this time i have no right yo demand anything. So, i think i had done enough, i try enough. maybe it time already to back off. But i cant simply give up and never will. What i been thought is not to give up. So im not going to try anymore. What im going to do is to hope and wait...

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

mY maMa alWays SaiD...

Like Forest Gump, my mama always say this to me when i broke up with her.

"when we lose something or someone important or love, God always replace it something better or someone better. It a promise."

She also mention there is a lots of prove. Okay. This is not wrong and i respected it. But...

But what if i don't want something or someone better. What if i`m settle with good or okay. That is not all. Then i ask myself, what if she loses me, can she find someone better than me or does god replace me then. I keep thinking and never knew the answer/s...

Monday, August 3, 2009

Woke up to A loveLy mOrninG..

I woke up early today, as always to do what i have to do. After having quite a fatty breakfast which is a burger fill with mayonnaise and a very very diabetic kind of Milo, i grab the keys to my motorcycle and of course the helmet and heads out. I was sleepy, very very sleepy, but i`m cautious when i ride the bike cause it been a month a i didn't ride its so scary. I arrive at Imkeda, early so the very the early. LoL. I thought the training start at 9 but it start at 10. So i when the the nearest guardian to buy a pimple med cause i have a big pimple. Shitty shit. At 9.30 i arrive again in IMKEDA. still early so i slept on the counter for half an hour. So sleepy. At 10 the sis at the counter wake me up and i went to the site for my training. I did it easily as im so the very the hebat!! LoL. After that i head home now im in front of the computer rather suprise when i check my email or maybe im afraid or coonfuse or happy dont know which one yet but im hoping to solve it fast...

New Quotes and philosophy.

Everyone have heard about destiny. Now i want to define it based on what i read and hear.
  • Destiny is the bridge we build to our love one...
So, in the other words we can control our destiny...

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You don't need to find someone who is complete.
First you must be complete yourself,
And then find someone who love you completely...

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My liFe so FAr...

This day, i am overwhelming with IB stuff. There CAS hours to collect, assignment to be complete, report to finish etc. But still enjoying life cause i will live it to the fullest.

I did a sketch with the theme 1Malaysia the other day. It sucks cause my line was cut by my beloved BAZY. lol. But i don't care that much it just we look really really silly. But overall the sketch was a success, we won and will be performing again.

I love my TOK(Theory of Thinking) class. It make me thinks a lot. Thinking is my hobby. I love to think about the future, the past and the present. I manipulated facts just to justify them. I think freely as i want. But this habit has cause me my love. Because i think to mush i lost her. lol. Ignore that. The latest topic of This class is abortion. Its really really complicated. But fun. I get to see a lot point of view about abortion.

I talk a lot to these days. Lots and lots. I think i really need to control it. It started to annoy people and me. lol. But maybe i talk a lot because i`m afraid of the silence and being lonely. Who knows. But sometime i`m grumpy, and my classmate was so worry that they seem to be afraid to be noisy. That happen when i had a bad morning or i sleep really late. So beware..


That it for now. i love to write and love to know people are reading it. So do comment. Adios.

Things I dO on WeeKend...

This day i do a lot of things in the weekend. Having a life of a teenager. Let see what i have done so far. 10 things..

  1. Outing to banting and hang out in mcD.
  2. Went to Alamanda and watch quarter of a movie.
  3. Sleep in Surau Banting with the mosquitoes.
  4. Sleep on a tables in the cold.
  5. Went to sir Badarudin house(sound`s dad)
  6. Play Dota and CS.
  7. Watch movies. Lots and lots of movies.
  8. Sleep really really late or never.
  9. Shuffles hideously and get sticky and all sweaty.
  10. Memorizing quotes in Pudu Raya.
Trust me it sound normal and boring but it the best adventure i ever had in a few weekend. I'm so living my life.

Dedicated only for you...

This is a story of me falling in love, to a beautiful, complicated, fascinating woman who inhibits my soul. I'm pretty sure you are not coming back, but i just feel like saying this. Whether we are together or apart, you will always be the woman of my life. The only man i will envy, is the man who wins your hearts and i always believe it was my destiny to be that man. I can dream, can`t I? If we ever see each other again or you are walking one day and feel a certain presence beside you, that will be me missing you wherever i am. And i hope, you will never regret falling in love with me...